Every now and then, my body kicks into "night shift" gears. When the sun goes down, my body becomes awake. And the later and darker and more still the world becomes, the more awake I seem to feel. I planned on hitting the sack about an hour ago. In my own defense, I have also been able to catch up with a few friends, and most importantly my mama tonight (who is leaving for Florida today, so wanted to get a quick chat in before the trip).
The weekend was a good one I must say. Got some things accomplished and marked off the "to do" list, and I'm starting to feel settled. I've been here for a little over 3 weeks now. I'm happy to report that nobody has killed anyone yet as we make this transition..lol. All has been what I think is normal for both parties and I am still very very happy. Should be submitting my license paperwork soon.. just playing a waiting game on waiting for stuff to be mailed, but that's it at this point. I'm not a patient person, so this hurry up and wait game hasn't been my cup of tea, but I understand it's the hoops in which I must jump, so what else can I do...but hurry up and wait?
Every now and then, I wonder back onto my old blogs and have a read. Over the years, I've posted a lot of lyrics, quotes, and news articles that I had forgotten about. (Yes, i admitted that *I* forgot something...lmao) Tonight (errr.. I guess technically since it's 1:24a.m. I should say "this morning).... regardless of time, I came across part of an entry from a blog I posted June 25, 2010. I wasn't sure about the direction of my life. I posted the following, and it had NOTHING to do with Australia, Wayne, or anything even close to my current life and the way things worked out... but I found it bizarre..and appropriate. And once again showing that no matter how much in life we "plan"... we don't really control shit (pardon my french. Wait. Is "shit" french?).
"I may begin to look into a move?????? I'm nervous, excited.... I am gonna let fate take over. I just feel that I'm being called somewhere other than here. Not sure where, but I guess we don't always know what is going on with our future until it's our present or past. I just hope it involves all the things that I want in life..... a job I love, and a family of my own that I adore. Location is not important. But I want both things. As they say, a career is nice, but you can't snuggle up to it on a cold night."
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