Nope, not turning this into a work bitching session! It was a long week in every level imaginable with work. Instead of rehashing it all on this Friday night... I'm just gonna say thank GAWD it's OVAH!! lol
And how thrilling am I? Blogging while watching "When harry met sally" and sipping on a Dr. Pepper? I know you must be jealous! haha.
Wayne comes home tomorrow from his trip to America. I'm glad he's coming home. I always miss him when he's away, but when we are in totally different time zones I miss him even more. Let me get this straight. When I say I miss him.. it is not that I am sitting home, "oh whoa is me" "my life cannot go on" "I cannot FUNCTION without him". No. I am quite use to being apart (umm.. hello?? Long Distance Relationship for 12 months... and he travels a lot with work). I enjoy the trips to be honest, and use them as time that I get total control of the remote, the dinner menu, can hog the bed, come home and not feel like being overly social? No problem!! Nobody is home! lol. I usually meet up with the girls more often without feeling guilty. I have done a LOT of online wedding related research, and since this has been "that time" of the month, I haven't been paranoid about my EXCESSIVE number of pimples the size of Texas, my cravings for chocolate, and being hormonal.
When I say I miss him, it's more of acknowledging that his presence is missed. At fireworks on his favorite holiday. When waking up on a Sunday morning and reaching over to say good morning. When I've had a really bad dream and wish he were here to console me. When something really funny happens. It's just realising in that moment that he isn't here and wishing he were. It's knowing that I can easily survive my life without him, but even the thought of going through life without him is not something I would even want to think about. Does any of this make sense? Probably not. But hell, if you are still coming to this blog, you are well use to my ramblings and well, I'm sure you are totally use to this by now. :)
Wedding is now in less than 9 months. Not feeling stressed or worried. All is coming along fine. We have our engagement party on Sunday Feb 10 which I am looking forward to. I invited some people from work (doctors and directors) and so far the response is really good. It's a very laid back casual back yard afternoon snacks and bbq. I'm really excited.
I am leaving today with a link that I thought was awesome. I tried to copy/paste so that if the link ever doesn't exist I still have the info..but, that wasn't an option I could find or figure out. Anyways..... here ya go!
"16 ways I blew my marriage" and a follow up blog "The other 15 ways I blew my marriage"
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