Four days.....

Four days later, and it still hurts.  Four days later, and yes I still cry.  Four days later and yes my mind is occupied.  Four days later and blogging lyrics seems to be all I want to blog.  Four days later I am still questioning why if my heart doesn't actually/physically break, why does my chest physically hurt.  Four days later I'm still slowly letting go of all the dreams and plans that were shared because I know they are gone, with nothing but memories to remain.  Four days later there is nothing but pain to remain in the place where love once lived and grew stronger daily.  Four days later and I'm thinking, why do we bother with love in the first place, when all it does it cause pain? 

Maybe in a few more days time, things will be better.  God, I'm not sure how it could be any worse.

"I'll be seeing you"

-Cindy Thompson

"I'll be seeing you
Hey don't forget your coat
I'll be seeing you
Feels like it's turning cold
I hate that you're leaving
With so much unsaid
And this strange empty feeling
Won't let me forget that
I'll be seeing you

I'll be seeing you
Oh that beautiful smile
I'll be seeing you
Sure as I'm seeing you now
Around every corner
Wherever I go
Every moment of everyday
Darlin' I know
I'll be seeing you
I'll be seeing you

Oh that nights I'll cry
But maybe just maybe in time
I'll be fine

I'll be seeing you When I close my eyes
I'll be seeing you
I've got you memorized
I'll always love you
I know you know that
And I know in my heart
That you're not coming back
And in everything I do
I'll be seeing you"