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Not reeeaaallllly much to update from the southern hemisphere.  This blog post is more of a bitching post than anything else... lol.  Well, not really, but kinda.

 

Work is chaos.  Well, whatever level 15 levels PAST chaos is, is actually more like it.  Just when I think I am getting ahead and I THINK I see the light.. I realise that it's just me going crazy and seeing things.  It just really feels sometimes like there aren't enough hours in a day, or minutes in an hour... or even seconds in a minute!  I KNOW.. well, I HOPE that it's temporary.  I still have so much to learn and sort out.  At first I was optimistic that the first month would be chaos.  Now, I'm realistic and know the next six months or so will just attempt to kill me.  I am hoping that it will be worth it in the end.  I have learned in my 20 some odd years of life.  Ok, 30 some odd.....whatever... that NOTHING worth having comes free... or even easy for that matter.  Part of me is tempted to throw in the towel and say, nope.. can't do this.  The other part of me is far too determined and stubborn to throw in the towel this early.  I know these thoughts are because of a bad..... ok... shitty day.  We recently had a doctor work in our office.  He and I had a good time working together because we shared a similar sense of humor.  If he wasn't giving me a hard time, I knew something was wrong.  In addition to being a doctor, he also does professional motivational speaking.  He once told me some advice.  (I won't quote him, because I don't remember word for word..so here goes).  He said never make a decision regarding your job career after one day.  Go home, sleep on it.  If after a MINIMUM of three days and three sleeps you are miserable, then it's time to look at your options.  Not bad advice really.  I'll have a go tomorrow and see how I feel, and I'm hoping that it is better.  I really don't like the thought of giving up on this position.  Right now, to me, it's truly not an option!

 

I can't believe that Christmas is right around the corner!  It is reallllly hard to get into the Christmas spirit when it's upper 80 degrees!!!  I did manage to get the Christmas tree up (before December 1st, even!) when we had a big cold front come through.  Otherwise, it doesn't feel like it's Christmas.  It's hard to believe it's already time for the holidays. I have no clue what to get Wayne... and no clue what I want.... so when he asks, the going answer is "I don't know".... (which is ok, because it's the answer I get in return!! HA!)    With Christmas close, that means NYE is right around the corner as well!  It's so hard to believe it's time to start writing 2013.  What the hell?  When did this happen exactly!?!?!

 

Tomorrow is December 12.  Here in Australia, the date is written date/month/year.  Which is one of the many things I have had to learn and adjust to.  HOWEVER, tomorrow, no matter how you right it, it's 12/12/12.  I'm certain that tomorrow will be an awesome day.  Being positive is half the battle right????  

 

TTFN.