I can't lie. It has been wonderful to see my best friends and family. Esp my niece, who I love sooo sooo much. However even on the best days and the best times, I can't help but find myself wishing someone SPECIFIC were beside me during all these times. No. Things didn't work out, but I'm not ready to give up when we are both still in love. And that's not just wishful thinking, it's fact. Us loving each other has never, even on the worst days, been an issue. And of course, I will not go into things on my blog. I use my blog as an outlet, so filling in whoever reads this on intimate details of my life... isn't what this blog is about. I have been able to have chats with some of my absolute closest friends. I have been told that they've never seen me happier than when I am with him, and they can see, even post Australia move, how happy he makes me and how much in love with him that I am. After a 9 hr chat on Sunday with my aussie (yes, I still think of him as my aussie) I feel that there is hope and that the love that we have is strong enough to make it through this, and perhaps in the end simply make us stronger. I have no clue what the future holds, I just hope that I am right on WHO I hope is in my future..... I'd do anything to see him right now.......
I had copied into this blog about 20 quotes that I felt were fitting for this situation... and I had an unexpected computer shutdown, and those weren't saved...so I will come back another time and spend another 30 minutes of copy/paste of quotes that I think fit my situation...and since I'm a quote/lyric gal..well, that's my thing!! lol.. So for now, I am gonna end here.... but don't worry, I'll be back and post those quotes (I KNOW you are stoked! haha). Until next time...
Love to you all...and esp to you... you know who you are......
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